GO WOLFPACK! wait, i mean, uhhh... TOBS!

woooo!

i spent wednesday night wiff muh best fraaaan! and lemme tell you. nothing makes life better than going to a baseball game, becoming friends with the usher, and eatting ice cream at 2 am, and just laughing yourself crazy with your best friend. it makes errrrything better! and, sleeping til 11 cause you CAN, and eatting BREAKFAST at 1 cause thats what you wanna do, then playing cards wiff your ovverr fam-wey.

AAAAND, i'm leaving today to go to lake gaston w/ skinny wanda, katharine, emily, waddles, maria, and AMY EWIZABEFF! <---, aka, the best fraaand.

&we're still waiting on kathryn's baby...

SO. get at meeeeee :D

life sucks?

i got to thinking.

isn't it just easier to say "life sucks" when stuff is going bad, rather than to recognize that it could be a consequence from our previous actions?

and idk. care to disagree.. its just something i've been thinking about.

so there. a deep theological thought.. sorta.

nope, didn't die in canada.

hi! still here.

got back from canada. i can't EVEN explain that trip, it was by far one of the best things thats ever happened to me, and most definately the best week of my life.

but i'll talk more about that later.

i'm still alive, still breathing, but barely.

it hurts.

alot.

&when you think you can't take it anymore, thats when best friends come in handy.

so yaaaaaay! for amy elizabeth speight! i love you baby girl (:

pack too much?

allllrighteyyyy! getting ready. SO. EXCITED.

OMG!!! but i'm really gonna miss my friends :( oh well, i plan on making more (:

so yeah.. more later. gotta get back to packing :D

xoxo ; jo

&just live

getting readyyyy!

phewwww. so we had our 'pre-trip' dinner & party tonight. i'm just, SO excited about it, i don't know what to do! I'm so excited to meet the people. to be in canada (: to see the stuff, and most importantly, see what God has instore for me. i've been praying alot lately that God will mold me into what i need to be. if i need to be more outgoing, or if i need to be more shy. i just want to be what He wants me to be. &, just, yeah. im so excited.

tomorrow we're going to start packing. &getting stuff together & ready & yeahhhh.

so please continue to pray for myself and our team as we get ready to go and serve God :D i'm just so excited &thankful that i'm able to go and do this... ahhhhhhh :D

& i've also fallin in love with matchbox 20 todayyy, thxx to sheena (: & 3am, which i just heard for the first time this week, and yeahhhhh. amazinggggg.

&eli mattson. from AGT, last year. just, AMAZING. so amazing. even tho sheena doesn't love him as much as i do, i still wub him alot <33

&yeah. i guess thats all for now (:

xoxo ; jo

&LiVE

wedding songs!

alrightey y'all.

sheena's doing this too, so make sure you see her blog.

so we're doing our wedding songs! YAY!

now, i'll prolly edit this ALOT cause i'll remember more, but for now, these are the ones.

i'll be ; edwin mccain
truly madly deeply ; savage garden
a moment like this ; kc
collide ; howie day [okay, not really. but i LOVE this song]

okay. this list SUCKS so far.

i'll just edit more. & i will. SO KEEP WATCHING! i'll put a * each time i edit, haha

aunt audrey

hey guys.. we just got this email about my great-aunt.


"Hospice has been called in for Mama. She has indicated that she is tired and is ready to go.
She is still on a trach, kidneys aren't working , her blood pressure is 86\42, she is bleeding internally and she is exhausted. She is at peace with her decision and we meet with the hospice team here at NHRM at 1pm today. They plan to move her from ICU to the 3rd floor Hospice.
Her surgeon said if they skip dialysis, she would have just a few days.
She has fought a tough fight and we all agree to honor her wishes.
Just wanted to let you know."

please keep our family in your prayers as we brace another death.

xoxo

&laugh