updates and happiness?

so. on sunday, it was so effing hot though, omg. like heat index was MID 90's! ahhhhh. hott. 'blue ninja' is still getting fixed, so i couldn't take it out. gahhh. we went to see this ventriloquist [sp?] and he was filming his performance so we thought it would be really good. well. it was about 25 minutes, theeeeeen, this 3-person quartet thingey got up and sang. and sang. and sang. AND SANG. for like 2 freaking hours. so. maygen called me like a 1000 times durring this time so i didn't know if she was dying or what... but. TRY ME WAS UPDATED! ohhhhhh em gee. so. i got this ahhhhhmazement VM from her yelling at me to get home and read it. so i stole my dads phone and read it.. and AHH! OHHHHHHH MY FREAKINGGGGGG GOSHHHHH! I love sheena. its goregous. i have learned so much from her. 1) screw pajamas. 2) i now have a theory in life. 3) when maygen and i are together and we want to 'get away', i do honestly believe that a storm is comming! oh no! *gasp* we MUST hit the road then! oh darn, we have to leave a night early. shoot shoot shoot. [[please tell me you picked up on the sarcasm dripping off my tounge]] so. needless to say i kinda FREAAAAKED! haha. so yes. then. maygs updates DH ; sad sad sad chapter! omg. i cried so much. then at the end i read that the next chapter is the end, and i REALLY bawl. i mean, DH is the reason maygen and i are such best freakign friends! and idk, it made me really sad to know that its ending. and i know that just cause DH is ending doesn't mean that im losing by best friend, but idk. i just got really sad :(


monday was pretty good ; school was.. school. we did grocery shopping, then picked up the trash that our oh so loverly neighbors allowed to get in my pasture, and then we went and picked STRAWBERRIES! the first of the season. YAY! ahhhh. stoked. then we made ICE CREAM. heck freaking yeah! it was so so so so so so SO good. omg. yes yes ANDDDDD yes!


so. finally. ONE TREE HILL. i'd been waiting forever for this episode, with the flashbacks. it was HOTT. by far like top 2 episode THIS SEASON. omg. and most deff top 5 EVER. it was hott. helloooo ; nick lachey? haha. chaser. more like a bad long island iced tea.. OMG! i knew i liked you. ahhhh. yess'ums. i about died, like 5 times, while watching it. OMG. more on the leyton to come (: AHHHHH it was so HOTT! i flipped. OUT. im in freaking looooooove. ahhh.

then, i'm on this MAJOR oth high, so i walk into my bathroom to get a scrunchie, and i trip. and my phone goes flying. care to guess where it lands? just guess. yupp. the toilet. so. my brand new, 8 day old, TOUCH SCREEN phone was in the bottom of the toilet. ughhh. like MAJOR FML. i was soooooo pissed ; it TOTALLY ruined my night. so we let it air out all night, but the screen doesn't work today ; gah. so im out of a phone until daddy gets home like friday when he can take it into the store and see if they will give me a new one. fml much? seriously. soooo.. NOT happy about that.

but today we did some shopping, like all effing day long. i got a cute skirt tho (: and we ate at steak and shake. yummy. and his morning, sheena updated make a pretty memory, and ohhhh lemme tell you. it was HOTT. i mean, almost as hott as last night. pretty darn close. AHHH. i squeeled the whole time reading it. and it TOTALLY made my day. whenever i'd feel bad about my dead phone, i'd think of MAPM and i'd smile (: so ily babe. it helps. and i really suck cause i still haven't reviewd the last chapter of Try me and i haven't like PM'ed or emailed her or sent her a vid so i reallllly suck.

but i found myself asking this question last night.. am i allowed to be happy? cause it seems like everytime something good happens in my life, or something that makes me smile, or makes me happy, or just idk, lifts my mood, is counter-acted by something even worse. it seems to have all started around easter... i had a really great day, and grandma had a good day, and then we found out about mrs. julia.. and then try me FiNALLY got 'there', and then she died. and then, its just a good thing and a WORSE thing happens. ugh. but i am SO thankful that maygen, amy, and taylor have been there for me. no matter when, i've been able to cry/hug/talk to them all.. and i appreciate it SO much. i love you babiessssss<33

sooo.. thats been my life for the past copule days. kinda crazy, eh? thought so. sheena and maygen have been TOTALLY amazing. and i love themmmm<33 and fan fiction. and mark. and hilarie. and chad. and oth. and parker. and maygen. and sheena. and try me. and make a pretty memory. and defining happiness. and making memories of us [more info to come] and in every second of every day. and STORY TIME!

enjoy <3 (: