okay. just as surely as you breath & die, people will disapoint you. and it sucks. i hate disapointment. i hate disapointing people, i hate the feeling, and i hate when people disapoint me. i just; don't like it. and just other crappy stuff has happened today and just left me in a bad mood and just having a bad day for the first time in a loooong time. i'm not really in a 'bad mood' all that often, something will tick me off and i'll be mad for a frew hours, but never anything thats just, kept me mad/sad all day. well today it has.
and its okay. like Lady A. said, "i guess its better to hurt than to feel nothing at all." so, i guess i'm alive. i'm living life. and i'll get over it, and i'll be a stronger person for it, i guess. idk. either way, life doesn't slow down and wait just because i'm having a bad day and i've been screwed with. so i could sit here and keep writing about this sucky day, and throw a freaking pity party for myself, or i could build a bridge and get over it and live my life. so, thats what i'm gonna do. i'm going to go ride parker, play with madison, and enjoy a phone call thats about to come any second.
but 2 things that have gotten me through this day ; taylor swift & annie plecki. [i think i got it right?] but yeah. seriously. blasting taylor and talking to annie. she makes me laugh. alot. and smile, and just, idk. makes me feel good, somehow. and taylor? goshhhh i love her songs. prolly cause i'm about the same age, and she writes about the crap that we've all gone through, and idk. she's not the best musician. she's not the best singer. she's not the best song writer. but i don't care. she gets to me, her songs mean alot to me, and she truly is one of my favorite singers. and i love her songs. and thats why i blast her on a bad day.
okay. off to my parker <33
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
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