love love love.
& i do.
but now, i'm just..
scared & dreading them.
everybody thinks i'm doing faaaantastic w/ the whole grandma deal.
everybody but 2 people.
& i get to see all of those "everybody"'s within the next month & a half.
& i'm afraid i'm gonna break down infront of them.
& that would notttt be good.
so, as thanksgiving & then christmas approaches, i get to continue my wonderful ability of hiding my emotions & lying.
yay.
& then wait to talk to amy & danielle & cry hysterically & spill my guts to the only 2 people that really know whats going on.
yayyy.
ON a sweet note, i get to see beefay & loverrrrrr [mallory paige cobb & danielle taylor plourd] in 5 days. i'm about to cry i'm so excited.
& danielle has been teaching me lessons. & i loveeeee them! & her.
&its definatelyyyyy interesting, hahaha.
& some people are just SOOOO mature! aaack.
but i also dislike it when people think they know whats going on & offer advice when in reality they've known me for a MONTH. no shug, you don't know what i'm going through, so please, no thank you.
but y'all, these 3 people make me so happy. & i need to end this on a happy note. because i surprisingly have been REALLY happy this past week. well thats over now but its okay, cause the only man who has my heart is my daddy <3
so. here's to the people i can always count on <3
